i called

how can it be possible?? i laugh, shaking my head with tears in my eyes. but not cuz i'm laughing hard. and i'm not laughing because it's funny. in fact, it's not funny at all.... how long has it been?? and still? his voice goes unchanged!!? ....... that shouldn't be possible. that voice belongs to someone who once loved me. take away his heart from me?,, then take away his voice! so that when he speaks, it wont send those thousand knives through me.. and he shouldn't be allowed to say "hello" with such ease either. make his voice quiver as if he too were in pain. and then maybe i wont hang up so quickly.

Yarmin E. ♥