its Christmas eve.. again. and i remember last December like it was Yesterday...

forgiven, but never forgotten

i can't take u seriously anymore

fuckin clown

i could hardly wait

i'm tryna play it smooth but shiit i'm havin' spasms. every time i think of it my insides do this weird thing.... it's real stupid tho, it's foolish the way i set myself up for further torment. cuz i kno, in the FRONT of my mind (lol) that i can't handle this. at least not too easily. i'm kinda divin' in. not knowin' wat will come from it, or even wat i want to come. and& it seems u dnt either. should we think this thru first? i try to look at us thru different eyes cuz it shouldn't have to be a certain way. u don't have to be my enemy. after all u WERE just the opposite at some point, right? plus+ i don't enjoy hating u. being bitter, it ain't me. i'ma carefree-typah bitch lol. not really. but either way in the end holdin' u my foe feels like loosing. actually i'm fine until i start thinkin' of specific fucked-up, stupid, heartless shit u did or said. or/ things u didn't do or say. but then again u weren't always the bad guy. i mean things dnt have to be sugar sweet btwn us but lets leave the feud for other sleeveless wars. things just shouldn't have been left the way u left them...
i could hardly wait. *spasm*! ..eek

Yarmin E. ♥

Please Don't Leave Me -Pink

it's Thursday night

and i'll stay up all night if i want to

i love this song Que Me des Tu Cariño. Juan Luis Guerra ♥ i adore u

Press PLAY ;)

"People respond well to someone who's sure of what they want"

-Anna Wintour

i realize at instances

.. that i'm barely living life to even %10 of it's potential. do u realize how much we can do but don't? why?? i want to live.. out loud!!!!!
idk where or how to start.

Yarmin E. ♥

Yarmz: there'r these really hott shoes i want from Steve Madden but they'r like $130.. Ugh!!
Yarmz: y must they be so effin expensive?? it's ridiculous.
Sari: r they worth it? or for just one night? think about it. if ure wearing them 4 times, then they would only cost $35 each time

.. that's fuckin brilliant.

I trust movement.. or the absence of it. And therefore I trust that you no longer feel for me.

"Trust only Movement . Life happens at the level of Events, not Words. Trust Movement"

-Alfred Alder

DJ, play this song... Mmm

Press PLAY ;)

there goes October

)=

My Halloween Treats ♥
Oct 31 '09

none of ya could be trusted.

it really is every man for his own. ain't believe it the first time ya said it. but now it's quite clear, and i shall live accordingly.

Yarmin E.

Ali: got any plans for halloween
what u gonna be
Yarmin: i dnt even have a costume yet
Ali: be a bumble bee
ha ha
Yarmin: LOLL
that's funnyy
Ali: you remind me of a bumble bee
Yarmin: ugh
my uncle says the same thing
that's not cool man
Yarmin: y can't i remind you of a jaguar or something??
*huff*
Ali: ha ha ha '
a jaguar whoa thats sexy
ur so cute and quiet so i thought of a bumble bee
Yarmin: FML i hate my rep
Ali: ha ha ha

goodnight ♥

tonight i'm in an OK place, tho i didn't make it here on my own. it's unreliable contentedness, but tonight it'll do.

Yarmin E.

Time,

You always leave me behind. I'll be out of breath, dead before you look back and realize how far you've left me.

Resenting you,
Yarmin

you dare me number 5 train

-- Sent from my Palm Pre

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currently drowned in Lauryn Hill's Ex-Factor on repeat

they say it takes twice as long to forget than it takes to get to know. so here I am.. just nine years, three months, and six days left to go.

damn.

if it makes you happy.

*shruggs*

if you would just let me, leave me to sleep through the rest of this, dreamless, i'll live the rest alone and content.

just drain me a little further,
till not even the loudest cry could stur me.

Yarmin E.

i feel bad for the next nigga that attempts to mess with my heart

i got something for you.

Yarmin E.